Intuition and imagination
Intuition and imagination
Observation instead of judgment, is the golden route to intuition and yourSelf as a spiritual being.
As a child we usually have good intuition, we then notice things that our parents do not perceive and then they reject us and as a result we lose our faith in our intuition and that is very unfortunate!.
As a child I had a pure belief in a loving God, sang the song: "On mountains and in valleys yes everywhere God is". And that's how I saw it. But that was dismissed as a fantasy, imagination. The teacher at school did not think I was rational enough and talked to my parents that I was a great person. I then concluded that something was wrong with me, because adults couldn't be wrong and so my thinking was mirrored and activated and I became more and more a thinker and rational. Your environment shapes you as a child.
We are "rationalized" and get into our heads and lose our contact with our feelings, intuition and angels, guides and spirits.
In short, we lose a lot because we look in the wrong mirror. That mirror is deformed and lying. Gurdjieff already pointed out that adults lie.
My mirror was also businesslike and loveless, I never saw my parents cuddle, they didn't do that to me either. The conclusion I drew was that I am not worthy of love, I walked around with that conviction for a long time, until I read Nietzsche when I was 15 who said that belief is the greatest enemy of truth, I read Sarte and Camus about existentialism and Hesse about Abraxas, the God of good and evil and taught to reconcile the devil and God. All mirrors for me! And valuable!
As a child of 4 I will put my long blond curls on a stool in my parents' butcher shop. A customer saw me and said to my mother: "What a nice daughter you have!My mother said in a gruff tone that I was not a daughter but a son. I then felt that I should not be there and became very shy with inferiority complex that I later overcompensated with arrogance. I developed into an enneagram type 3 or the Achiever, successful worker. That type mirrored it to me. I was loved for what I was (for someone else) and not for who I was. I then read that we were not human doings but human beings and that was an eye opener.
We only return to our original pure state when we are mirrored by an awakened one, by a master, we may speak of happiness if we recognize and recognize such a person and learn from it to come to our true selves.
That is the most precious and beautiful gift that we can receive and that also has eternal value!.
Later I came through my relationship with Elly and a holistic therapist, back to my feeling, intuition and imagination now that was reflected by those people. Then you have to deal with synchronicity and serendipity. I came across Einstein's text that said logic takes you from À to B., but that imagination takes you everywhere. And everywhere is God!
So my contact with the clergyman- and spiritual world was restored and strengthened. I retrained into holistic-, spiritual- and existential counselor and coach and almost have 2.000 people can coach by phone in a year and a half, to the great satisfaction and enthusiasm of the callers. Enthusiastically comes from En Teos and means God in you. During conversations my love now becomes, compassie, feeling and knowing clearly and creativity mirrored by the callers, it does me good and I learn a lot from it.
Bron: book The drama of being mirrored, je omgeving is de spiegel van jezelf – Henny Bos appears late 2020 Book published by Bent
